So Much Random, So Little Time

Oh dear God, now Because You Loved Me is on.  I think my iPod, and Celine Dion, are trying to kill me.

I find Spencer Reid to be so boring. I know that’s not everyone’s opinion, its hardly anyone’s, but its mine. I can tolerate him in an ensemble setting but I have no earthly idea what his appeal is.

I think its safe to come back now. Thanks to everyone who voted, my prediction ended up coming true with Obama blowing out Romney in the math and all the hoopla being just that…hoopla. I’m sure they know and dont care what kind of stress that can put people under. I actually did go to bed with a migraine last night. Up early as hell because my sleeping pill only gives me about seven hours and once I opened my eyes I had to turn on my TV. I had to know what kind of country and world I was living in this morning. And now I know. Now its time for all of us to get some more work done. The President cant do this alone. The Republicans are still in the majority in the House so who knows what shenanigans they have planned. But I’ve got one word for you guys, as much as I hate politics…midterms. If people dont want to help this country really get back on its feet, lets get rid of them.

Hopefully this will be my last straight post about politics for a while, particular the politics of fear and meanness. I gotta go back to fandom and kittens and music…I was much happier with that.

Soothing my frayed nerves with Oreo cookie pie.

I need smut.

I think I’ll only say this one more time and then shut up about it….

I’m really worried about this “antagonistic” thing they’re gonna have going on with Erin and Alex on Criminal Minds. The truth is that I love Erin and I’ve watched her change and grow and learn and fail and succeed and accept, all in like the 15 or episodes she’s been in. And I dont think its right for her to just be pushed back to the “default bad guy” to do what I think is help fans, most of whom dont like her anyway, be able to identify with the new character they might want to shun because she’s not Prentiss. And the thing is, I know what happened between Erin and Alex was a long time ago and she may have been a different person then but I just hope whatever it is they live and learn and move on after the premiere because I dont want it lingering. And I am really not feeling “she talks to Strauss like no one else can”. Bottom line, Erin Strauss is your boss. She is the reason you have your job and the person who can take it away. Talking to her in any other way than respectfully, something that always bugged me about Rossi, is just unacceptable. I know I may be in the minority in all of this but I just wanted to put my feelings out there too.

I just realized that someone I’ve been friends with for about nine months doesnt know the big, bad, messy, sickening story of my estranged sister and that made me smile. That means I rarely talk about it anymore. That doesnt mean I’m over it by any means (gonna need some more therapy for that), but its not my story anymore. Its the past and I never want to relive it but its not right on the surface of my skin for anyone to see…its behind me. And that’s where it ought to be.

Every time my fics get hits on AO3 I squee inside…I dance too. I know it doesnt mean the person necessarily read it but still, I get excited.

It’s not easy loving a secondary or tertiary character that’s on every once in a while, or even worse one that you know will never be on again.